Khloé Kardashian Snaps at Lamar Odom Throughout Tense & Awkward Dialog About His Overdose

After Khloé reached out to her ex to see if he needed to choose up a few of his belongings she’d held onto, the pair met up at Malika Haqq’s house and reminisced on their marriage, his drug use, overdose and why she kicked him out of her home after being by his aspect all through his restoration.

“I really like you for making an attempt your hardest with me. Love, I do not assume it will ever go away, I do know it will not. I am a really religious individual. You marry someone, you get married in entrance of God,” he mentioned, expressing remorse for his conduct after they mentioned “I do.” In response, Khloé advised him, “I do not assume you make that dedication if you cannot honor it. That is on you.”

In a confessional, she mentioned she advised him “loads of instances” what he can be dropping if he did not form up, including, “I did not simply let go, belief me … you do not all the time get second probabilities and you may’t hold doing f–ked up s–t and anticipate individuals to remain round.”

As he advised her he had quite a bit to be sorry for, particularly when it got here to his drug use, she questioned what made him cease. He mentioned he needed to be round for his youngsters, in addition to wanting their respect, earlier than sharing that he wished issues between him and Khloé weren’t “so tense.”

“I suppose in due time, when you give me the chance, you may see how real and a modified man [I am]. And I am most likely cool sufficient to be your buddy,” he advised her. “As I get older and begin to notice what I might need affected due to that, [it’s] hurtful.”

The 2 then determined to name Kris Jenner up over FaceTime, a transfer which actually shocked the momager — as Lamar advised her, “I am so a lot better now, now I am with the love of my life over right here. Praying her to forgive me and all this different s–t.” He additionally known as Khloé “the perfect spouse ever,” earlier than referring to Kris as “mother.”

In a confessional, Kris broke into tears, praising her daughter for having “the energy” to satisfy with Lamar, in addition to Odom for displaying up.

“That needed to be laborious for him to stroll in. I really feel loads of forgiveness for him and clearly love him and felt unhealthy that he had this habit that he could not management,” Jenner added. “And I used to be devastated for my baby who– that was the love of her life and she or he thought that was her fortunately after and it did not work out that manner for them. It is quite a bit. It is quite a bit to wrap my head round.”

After the decision, Lamar additionally acquired choked up over how a lot Kris cares for her daughters — telling his ex, “It jogs my memory, when you acquired a mom that helps you, how robust that s–t is.”

He then advised Kardashian she appeared good, as Khloé remarked that the entire assembly “has been very awkward” to this point. Odom made it much more uncomfortable by telling her, “Despite the fact that I’d have cherished so that you can put in me in a dip and put your tongue down my throat, to interrupt the ice, I used to be kinda anticipating awkward a bit of bit.”

She then identified that they have not been married for 10 years, including that they ended issues “on the worst of phrases” attainable. Khloé then advised him cease regularly referring to her as “babe,” saying, “It would not play with me … final time I noticed you, you could not converse.”

When Malika — who was witness for a number of the dialog — mentioned that was a “harsh” remark,  Kardashian then pushed again laborious.

“It is not harsh, it is the reality. The reality f–king hurts. It hurts one time. A lie hurts 7,000 instances. But when I inform you the reality one time, which you can’t name me that since you could not converse, whose fault is that?” she requested. “His fault he could not converse as a result of he determined to do naughty issues someplace he should not have carried out it. His fault. Not my fault.”

That is when Lamar denied he did cocaine earlier than his overdose at a Las Vegas brothel, one thing he has maintained in interviews because it occurred, implying he was drugged. That narrative, nonetheless, is one thing Khloé clearly would not consider.

“You don’t have any concept what occurred that day. Thank god. However I do. Do not speak about if when you’re not going to be trustworthy,” she advised him, getting heated.

“I used to be there when your father mentioned pull the plug so he could be in your life insurance coverage. I used to be there. So was Kim, so was my mother. I used to be there while you had 6 coronary heart assaults, 12 strokes,” she advised him. “We transferred you from Vegas to Cedars, I used to be there for all of it, I used to be there for you for 4 months. I acquired staph an infection as a result of I lived in a hospital.”

Beforehand-unseen house video confirmed her with Lamar within the hospital, as she confirmed him a photograph of him along with his youngsters, asking whether or not he knew who they have been.

“Do you bear in mind why … have you ever by no means thought why did we cease speaking utterly?” she then requested Lamar, as he advised her, “as a result of how I did medication after that.”

“Why on earth would somebody … you possibly can’t speak, I needed to train you sizzling from chilly, diapers, the way to stroll, all that,” Khloé continued. “You had sufficient consciousness to get a burner cellphone to name a drug supplier to get what you wanted to get, to ship safety away, to do what you wanted to do for me to seek out out and for me to punch you within the face. I punched you within the face and shattered every part in that home.”

That, he mentioned he did not even bear in mind taking place.

And with that, Khloé awkwardly wrapped up the already-awkward dialog by saying she needed to go decide up her youngsters. The pair hugged goodbye, earlier than he mentioned in a confessional that he felt like “100 kilos” had been lifted off his shoulders. “Hopefully I can proceed to get to know her a bit of extra,” he added.

In her personal confessional, Khloé mentioned the dialog made her notice how “pessimistic” she is now, in distinction to how “naive and trusting” she was when she was married to Lamar. “I’ll by no means get that again, however possibly that is okay. Do I feel I wanted to undergo all this bulls–t? No. Hopefully, I am tapped out,” she added.

“At present was quite a bit, to say the least. I do know that I really feel relieved, I really feel pleased with myself,” Khloé then concluded. “I really feel like that is a part of my shedding course of whereas I am getting ready to get into my fourth decade of life.”

Later within the hour, Khloé stuffed in each Kris and sister Kim Kardashian on her sit-down with Lamar — prompting Kim to joke, “Ought to I name Kris Humphries?”

“It was actually unhappy. It is bizarre. I really feel like some moments I type of blacked out. Like I am in autopilot. I do not actually understand how I mentioned bye,” Khloé recalled, earlier than admitting in a confessional she was “so anxious internally” and “uncomfortable” all through the “overwhelming” assembly.

“He was mumbling like a motherf–ker. I am going, what are you nervous about?” she shared, relaying how Lamar got here in with flowers, champagne and a cake, one thing all of them thought was “very candy.” That response, nonetheless, made Kim notice they all the time “really feel unhealthy for individuals” they most likely should not.

“Like, this man cheated on you. Why am I like, ‘Oh my god, he purchased you a cake?’ Why are we like this? We have to go have a bunch remedy session,” she joked, as Khloe mentioned that whereas she feels unhealthy for Lamar and is rooting for him, she’s “not going to be with the man” sooner or later.

“We acquired into a bit of backwards and forwards when he was like, ‘I wasn’t on any medication.’ I simply cannot with that story,” Khloé then advised them. “I am like, you are dedicated, do what you gotta do to be ok with it. I used to be like, I used to be on the hospital, I do know what was in your blood. Are you kidding me? He would not bear in mind how lengthy he was there.”

Kim then recalled how Khloé introduced Lamar down to satisfy Saint when she gave delivery, as they have been each in the identical hospital on the identical time.

“What I went by means of with Lamar was so f–ked up in such a unique manner, it took away my innocence. Perhaps that is what occurs while you get married in 9 days,” she mentioned, admitting they most likely did get married “manner too rapidly.”

“But when somebody requested if I’d change something, I would not change a factor. If it wasn’t for medication, I do know we’d nonetheless be married ’til in the present day,” she then advised her mother and sister. “I haven’t got a query about that. I do know I picked the best individual at the moment. No one knew he was on medication till it was a minimum of a 12 months in. That is what was so terrifying.”

Wanting forward, she mentioned she would not assume she’ll ever actually permit herself to “have my guards down” round Odom, contemplating all she went by means of with him, and wasn’t certain “what to do” with him saying he’d like for them to be mates.

“He would achieve a lot extra out of that friendship than I’d achieve. He would not add something to my life. It will be such a one-way friendship. I am too drained,” she mentioned. “That is additionally an enormous motive why I am not leaping into courting. I need to be sure that I am in a strong, comfortable place in my life … and I am not lonely, determined to satisfy somebody.”

The dialog ended with Kim assuring her she has ” one coming” her manner.

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